Sorry

I kind of died...for like a long time and I apologize......um....i have no excuses, but I love you all!!!! On the upside Courtney has continued writing..though not this story but a different one and it's amazing!!! I am sure she plans to write more! Also ask her about her comics... <3

So I'm not dead or anything...

In a couple of months it will be exactly one year since I updated my story. So, that means new chapter for sure :) not that anyone reads this anymore...

Even is there are no viewers, I'll still do it for my own personal gain! Until later!

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If there's ever a post that really needs your input, it's this one!

So, I was wondering: What direction would you like to see my fanfic go in?

For example: Maybe you wanna see more of a character, or possibly less of a character (that's not vital to the story) Just say so! Be harsh too. If you have a critique, I'd love to hear!!

Thank Ya!!!!!
- Courtney Deathwhisper and Dakota Frostheart

Chapter 8

The next morning Taryn was gone. I don’t really care. It’s the weekend after all. I didn't make plans this time in order to “volunteer” in Unicorn Way. I just have to fight some apparitions- easy for a high level like me. Plus it’s part of my punishment for ditching class last week.

I clean myself up and head out. On my way there, who other than Taryn sees me? She bounds toward me.

“Hey! You’re up!”

“Yep. Can I help you?”

“Yes. Let’s go shopping!”

“Not today Taryn. I’m servicing the community.”

“Whaa?”

“I’m going to fight ghosts in Unicorn Way” I mutter irritated.

“Oh. I’m coming!”

“Fine” We walk the route with Taryn mindlessly speaking and me not listening. As we turn the corner, we step into a dreadful sight. Unicorn Way has been run down by highly skilled beasts. There are severed body parts and blood everywhere. I turn away and clutch my stomach. It’s appalling. I have to physically work to keep myself from vomiting.

“Courtney!” Taryn yells. I jolt to a standing position and face her direction. A huge beast five times our size towers before us.  I pull out my deck and commence battle. Taryn is far too low skilled to fight this… thing.

Blood leaks out of its rotten mouth. I taunt the beast so it leaves Taryn alone.

“Taryn, go find help!”

“Okay, Stay alive please!” She runs off to the commons. I turn to continue my battle. Another gruesome monster decides to tango with me. My lucky day.

I cast boosts on myself and attack one. He falters, but bounces back and comes at me with full force. I try to dodge, but I get hit with a fortified Leviathan.

“I don’t know if I’m going to make it...” I murmur to myself, grabbing my wounded side. I wait and dodge before I cast Satyr on myself. Finally with some more health, I can fight on.

Just as I begin casting Dr. Von’s Monster, which was supposed to be a nice hit, a voice come from behind me, “Leave her alone!” Dakota pushes past me causing my spell to fizzle.

 “Hey-!” I stumble to the side. Dakota throws himself at the monster

“NO, DAKOTA STOP! They’re too strong!” He doesn't hear my screams. Dakota lands on shoulders of the weaker brute and begins aggressively clawing and beating the thing. It makes a shrill noise and fights back in a flurry of flinging blood and nasty snarls. I step back. The bestiality from this is overwhelming.

What do I do now? Obviously the answer is fight the other monster and stop being a lazy bum. But, I find I am frozen in place; shocked. This isn't the same Dakota. It can’t be. Who is this horrific boy before me?

The other monster makes the same shriek-y noise and attacks me. I get hit and clatter downward. Dakota rushes to my side and casts a low skilled healing spell. He’s full of the creature’s blood. It’s repulsive.

“Go, Go get help. Taryn isn't going to come back. Save yourself. Please.” He says solemnly.

“What do you mean?” Okay, I’m intrigued.

“Just go get someone. I’ll tell you later.”

“I can’t leave you here alone!”

“GO” he roars. I scramble to my feet and book it to the entrance of Unicorn Way. I pause and lean on the gate entrance, my chest heaving for air. Bile rises in my throat and I throw up behind a small tree.  At least I feel a little better…?

I continue my pursuit to Ambrose’s office despite feeling like defeat. I push through the doors. But he’s not here. GOD DAMMIT!!! Who else can I get- The teachers! Any teacher! Besides Dworgan…

I run to the storm school and urge Professor Balestrom to help. Thankfully he comes to my rescue.

We approach Unicorn way and find two monster corpses- the ones who were attacking me not long ago. Did Dakota take them out? How? He JUST started wizard school and those things were above MY level. And an even better question: Where is Dakota?

“My, my, this IS a problem! Where are the guards? How could they let this happen?” The little professor looks around and then turns to me.

“Please dear, go fetch the Headmaster.”

“Of course.” I know Ambrose wasn't there last time I went. Maybe he was on lunch break? I summon my Magic Carpet mount and hop on. On my way odd shimmering from the waterfall catches my eye.

I step down from my mount and investigate. A hand bursts through the water and pulls me behind the sheet of liquid. I gasp only to get a mouth full of water. The hand drops me and I collapse, coughing like crazy.

“Sorry…” It’s Dakota!

“I need answers.” I say between breaths and hacks.

“Taryn was a pawn in this… this scheme.” He says in a very low voice.

“What scheme? The Monsters in Unicorn Way were planted there on purpose?”

“Yes. Listen, I come from an agency that is known by the name of Bestia. I’m not allowed to tell you this so don’t breathe a word of this to anyone. You hear?” My eyes widen a bit and I nod vigorously. Dakota glances over his shoulder and continues “My siblings and I live under false aliases. We are test subjects for Bestia- Living experiments.”

“How am I involved in this?” I demand.

“Evidently, I’m not allowed to socialize” Dakota scoffs “They don’t want to risk corruption.”

“Of what!?”

“Me? The experiment? I don’t know!”

“So they want me gone!?”

“I think so…”

“What!?” my mind works hard to comprehend all the information. “So let me see if I got this. You’re an experiment from this bizarre place called Bestia and now that were friends, they’re targeting me. Wow Dakota. I haven’t heard that much bull crap since Wolf lied about his virginity. If you don’t want to be friends, just say so.”

“Courtney, I’m not lying!”

“Just give it up.” I say, annoyed. And with that I begin to leave- Dakota doesn't stop me. I don’t want him to.

…

Later, back in my dorm, I lay silent. Taryn didn't come back since she left me in Unicorn Way. I wonder where she is. I locked our dorm door, so she better be having a sleep over or something. While it’s true I can’t explain why Taryn never came back, it doesn't mean she was trying to set me up with my own demise? Could it? No!

Finally with my mind somewhat at rest, I turn over and quickly go to sleep.

A misty vista forms around me. I have a feeling I need to move, to run. But I can’t move. Shadows form in the distance, growing closer and closer to me. Every fiber of my being wants to escape, yet my muscles refuse movement. My breathing increases speed as my body is enveloped in the unforgiving black.

A light figure manifests before me. It’s that angel again! Perhaps he can help… His pale hair moves as if a breeze is blowing. He’s still as gorgeous as ever.

“Life can be funny, no?” He says rather than asks.

“I guess.” I murmur in return.

“And even artificial life. They indeed harbor the same emotions natural beings do.” The angelic boy looks at me and frowns “Listen to the world around you.”

“What?” With that he unfurled his pearly wings and took off leaving me to ponder his words. But I don’t have time to think about it. The shadows go away and reveal Dragonspyrian ruins. I move around. Slimey breathing sounds in my ear. I turn only to be face to face with another beastly creature all too similar to the ones who invaded Unicorn Way.

And who else but the cloaked person should step out from behind the monster. It appears he’s examining the beast. Looking for what, I do not know.

He mutters some unheard words and reveals a hidden sword and lifts his arms ready to strike, but…

I jolt upright. I can’t help but think of my missing roommate. My head snaps toward the empty bed. Taryn…

Author Note

Chapter 8 is almost done! Should be posted tonight! Summer break is starting soon and I am more than happy to kiss this school year goodbye.

I don't mean to pointlessly ramble, (especially to a non-existent audience) but I had an interesting year of finding myself and discovering new things about me. I met an amazing partner and you know what, life is good and I'm gonna go with it for now :)

Love, Corny

Hi!!!

Hi I'm Nikki and Corny just made me an admin of the page! So I hope you guys like me! I also hope that you guys enjoy the rest of her story its awesome!!! and occasional pop-ups of me, you know, being random! A little about me is: I also love to write. I am obsessed with reading. that is basically my life. xD Well nice meeting you all!

-Nikki <3

Some thoughts... :)

Sometimes I read my own story and wish the author would come out with more because I really want to know what happens next.

But then I remember I AM the author and I have to write the next chapter....

...

So, here's to chapter 8!

-Courtney Deathwhisper
rushingbreeze@gmail.com

Chapter 7: False Information

While my dorm is done being "investigated", Ambrose thought it would be delightful to have me bunk with the new student! That means I am temporarily living with Taryn. I've been with her a week now, but she talks like we've known each other our entire lives. She has a simple cot set up for me next to her own bed, which wouldn't be so bad, but that girl is like a radio announcer; Loud and always interrupting my music.

I haven't had contact with Dakota or his brother, what's-his-face. Taryn hasn't mentioned anything, and I don't want sound like a creeper asking. She probably doesn't even know I've met her brothers- or brother, rather. But today, I made plans to watch Wolf and Austin kick butt in Pvp.

"Taryn,-" I was about to continue on, but she totally cut me off.

"What is it roomie?" She says rather than asks. A childish grin forms when I turn to face her.

"Uhm.. I'm going to watch my friends pvp."

"Who?"

"You don't know them?"

"Tell me anyway~"

I frown and teleport to Wolf. Quickly, I make sure that the moment I get there I shut down the ability to let other people port to me.

"Hullur." Wolf's slurred greeting appears right in my ear causing me to flinch to the side. He laughs at me, and turns to Austin, who's arranging the match.

"Hi guys" I say trying to show some shred of excitement in my voice. It's been awhile since I have seen both of them, and I don't want to be a party pooper.

"Hey" Austin says with an absentminded look.

I'm not sure what to say, so I awkwardly hang around behind my friends as they gear up for their match. As they arrange their card decks, conversation arises.

"So it's been a little while, how are you guys?" I speak up.

"Fine" a short answer from Wolf. I ignore him and listen as Austin describes the highlight of his day, which turned out to be a lot less boring than my day. Good for him, I guess.

The match begins and drags on for a very long time. I watch patiently and cheer every so often.

Finally over, I meet up with my friends.

"Who won? I wasn't looking..."

"We did, obviously." Wolf says, slightly offended I even had to ask.

"Oh, cool." I mutter quietly "Hey, um, have you met the new students?"

"Nope, and I don't really care." He’s quick and to the point. Rolling my eyes I turn to Austin.

"Just Nicholas, and I only know him because we're in the same class." He says.

"Oh, well Ambrose has me roomed with Taryn. She's really annoying."

"That's too bad."

"Speaking of which, I think she's about ready to hunt me down."

"You're gonna go?"

"Well I also have a little bit of homework to do."

"I did mine in class~" Wolf chimes in. I ignore him.

"See you guys later." My voice falls, but I keep a solid expression on my face. A hug is given to each of them and I head toward the girl’s dormitory.

Taryn was waiting for me at the door.

“Did anyone I know show up?” She asks eagerly. I look at her in disbelief. She goes on “Because all my friends said they were busy and I have reasons to believe they might have lied…”

“No. Just my friends were there.”

“Good, good.” She grins and jumps into her bed. I go to the desk we now share and finish up my homework.

About half an hour later, I complete my work and sink into my “bed” it’s pretty uncomfortable, but I’m not in a position to complain. Quickly, I fall asleep.

“What are you thinking?!” an angry boy’s voice echoes in my ears. I open my eyes to find I am standing in the entrance of the Commons.

“You don’t have the authority to tell me what to do.” Another boy answers. I listen carefully in order to find where they are.

“If you get close to her, you’ll ruin Bestia’s plan.” Ugh. I have heard that name too many times and I still don’t know what it is, or what it means.

“I’m not ruining anything by having a friend.”

“We have orders to stay low.”

“And look like outcasts?”

“It doesn’t matter if we look like outsiders. We don’t need friends. We have each other.” These two sure do sound like bickering children. One of them sounds jealous the other has a friend.

I walk around the commons. It’s completely empty except for the two boys, but I can’t see them. After circling the commons once, I turn and walk down the path leading to Golem Court.

“Shhh, I think someone’s here” This line makes me pause. They must have seen me! I dive between some buildings and take cover. To my dismay, I find I have stumbled between Dakota and Nicholas. They completely disregard me and continue to stare down the opening between the two buildings. I back up against the earth wall behind them. They’re the ones talking, huh?

They wait a few more seconds before deciding it’s safe to speak once again.

“Go look.” Dakota says. His voice is a whisper rather than an echo.

“Nah, we should just leave… But first I want you to promise me you’ll stop seeing that girl.” So, Nicholas is the jealous one.

“No! I don’t see how or why interaction with her is so bad.”

“I’ve seen you two interact, Dakota. We think you trust her too much.” Nicholas says with a harsh tone. It seems not only does Nicholas not like me, other people don’t like me. I thought I was being nice to Dakota…

“Not only that” Nicholas continues “We can easily pick up on each other’s energy” that makes sense- they’re twins after all. “And I know how you feel about this chick.”

“Shut up! You got it all wrong. Courtney is just someone I met.” Ouch…

“Good. Let’s go.” Nicholas grabs his brother and walks right through me.

I sit upright in bed. My heart is beating fast, but that was out of fear they’d see me. They never did- They didn’t even acknowledge the fact I was there. I was asleep, but looking in on a conversation that, for all I know could have been happening at the same time as my sleeping.

I get up and wander over to the window. Two shadowy figures are entering Ravenwood. Could it be Dakota and Nicholas? Curiosity got the better of me. I rush out of my dorm trying very hard to be swift and silent. Perhaps I can catch them. This time, I will ask Dakota what Bestia is! I must know. I step on something as I exit the girl’s lodging. Looking down, I realize it’s another piece of Onyx. I leave it and continue out. I hide behind the staircase and peer around it.

It’s really uncomfortable being out here in my pajamas, but it’s doable. I spot them entering the boy’s dormitory. Dakota goes in, but Nicholas stays behind. I guess he like taking night walks too. Damn, I would’ve rather had Dakota stay behind… I still plan on getting answers though.

I follow Nicholas past the elemental classrooms and watch as he sits down on the bench next to the fire classroom. I decide to approach him. He doesn’t hear me until I speak up.

“Uh, hi…”

“What are you doing here?” He says glaring.

“I was looking out my window and saw you. I have to ask-”

“No. Go back to bed.”

“I can’t sleep…”

“Don’t care.”

“What is Bestia?”

“Huh?”

“What is Bestia? Answer me. I know you know.”

“You’re crazy. Go away from me.”

“So, by not denying, that’s saying you know what it is?” I push for information.

“Just leave, Courtney.” I step back. He’s never said my name to me. I try to ignore the gesture.

“I can’t. I have heard that word too many times to just ignore it again.”

“Who told you about it?” Nicholas looks at me with a solemn look.

“Well, I heard Ambrose mention it when he was talking to Dakota privately, a Ravenwood guard who works for them held me hostage, and I just had a dream where it was, uh, mentioned.”

“Huh. So he never told you…” Nicholas mumbles.

“What?”

“Nothing” His voice falls “Listen, Bestia is, uh, the agency that looks after us. Yeah, like a, uh, an orphanage…” He nods at me.

“I’ve never heard of it…”

“It’s, err, a secret.”

“I guess that makes sense.” I shrug.

“Yup! So, now that your questions are answered, you should head back to your dorm. It’s not safe to be sneaking around at this hour.” Nicholas rises and tries to guide me closer to the dorms.

“Pfft. You’re out wandering around.” I retort.

“I left something there, outside the classroom…”

“Yeah, your believable lies” I sigh “Whatever. Goodnight.”

I walk away, taking big steps. He doesn’t say bye, but simply enters the boy’s building. I enter my shared dorm. Luckily, Taryn is still fast asleep. I go back to bed and enter a now dream-less slumber.

Has it been that long..?

I have a blog? ;D

Hey, I  didn't expect to go so long without posting... but my story has come to a boring-ish detail-y part I don't want to write. Plus, one night, long ago in the dark ages (about a month ago) I was almost done with chapter 7, but it was deleted 'cause my computer decided to do surprise updates and restart! I was like "F*ck this." and left- until now! :]

So, um, that's it ^^; expect to see some writing either tonight or tomorrow

Also, I have renamed the blog 'Cry of the Beast' (you'll soon know why). If anyone wants to give feedback, I'll be listening~!

-Courtney DeathWhisper
rushingbreeze@gmail.com

Yours Truly...

"The ice around us might dissolve.. But our love will surely transcend- or so we think" -Dakota Frostheart

Looking for inspiration...

There are so many things I want to have happen in Black Whisper, but when it comes time to get inside Ms. Deathwhisper's head, I am slow and (nearly) at a loss of what to say/ how to describe her world and what is happening.

Free writing has never been this tough!!!!! >:[

So, yeah. Also, Good ol' Nicole Daisysinger was complaining about the minimal blogging that's been going on.
I haven't been online lately x_x my membership ends soon too, and I want to take adventage of my time left, so expect to see me on my side characters one of these days (SOON)

More Blogage Coming Soon!
-Courtney Deathwhisper
rushingbreeze@gmail.com

it's been months! soooo

I finally got around to finishing chapter 6! it's about time. Chapter 7 is probably going to be nonexistant for a while, but 6 is extra long.

*feeling accomplished!!*

-Courtney Deathwhisper
rushingbreeze@gmail.com

Chapter 6: Without Light

Lately I've been paranoid someone is watching me. I even spent the night with Nikki, because my dorm been becoming more and more odd and unsafe.

Two nights ago I woke with a swelling bump on my forehead and my door was open. The night before, I found a note taped to my window. It was raining, so the ink was messed up and only a few letters were legible.

I had to go back this morning to get ready for class. Nikki said she'd come with me, so I won't be alone (thank goodness).
We arrive at my door ten minutes before classes begin.
To my dismay The key doesn't turn. I fiddle with it for a while and quickly realize it's not stuck, the lock is different!
"Corny, just turn it" Nikki looks at me like I'm doing something wrong.
"It won't turn!" I insist.
"Let me try." She tries to open the door, and a moment later faces me. "It won't open."
"Yeah... What should we do?"
"Let's tell Mr. Lincoln. Maybe he can get us in?"
"It's too late, classes start in 2 minutes."
"Then, we'll tell him later."
"Okay..."

...

I look at the sky and wait by the dormitory entrance. Nikki said she'd be here...
The sun indicates it's nearing the evening. I start to open the door to the dorm building, but pause. I turn and find that brute of a guard standing at the entrance of Ravenwood. He's staring at me...
Creeped out, I rush into the dormitory lobby and go up to my room even though I can't get in.

As I approach the hallway I live on, the light flickers off leaving me and two other girls (who walked in behind me) in the dark. They turn to each other and whisper frantically. I continue the far too familiar way to the dirty room I live in- or used to live in. A soft gold light is shining out into the hallway from my room and get brighter as I come closer. I hear some loud shuffling, then silence.
The door flings open, suddenly letting me into my pitch black room. I sigh. I have seen way too many scary movies to know I shouldn't go in without light. I turn around, but something won't let me- I feel two hands on my waist pulling me into the dark. As I open my mouth to cry out, rope is shoved forcefully in and around my mouth. I frantically look around for the culprit, but my eyes are not used to the increasing darkness. My hand are forced behind me and bound with material that feels like cloth. Next my legs are tied together; Around my thighs and at my ankles. Who ever has me certainly doesn't want me to move.
This feels like a nightmare...

Something lifts the sad pile that I am and hurls me into a corner. I lay helplessly on the gritty ground, still blindly looking around.

"Now that I have you stationary," a very deep voice rumbles next to me, "You won't interfere with our project." My dorm lights flicker on. Now I see, not only am I being held captive, so is Nikki. That's why she wasn't at the dormitory entrance. Wait- what the frack are we gonna mess up? What's this plan he has? She was bound up just like me, but instead of rope in her mouth, she had cloth. The man with the gruff voice is revealed as well. He's an unsightly man with poor hygiene, but fair muscles definately enough to carry two girls.

I fidget with the rope around my mouth until the corners of my mouth are bloody. The deep voiced perpetrator laughs at my struggle. Nikki starts to sob through the material in her mouth. He turned to her and kicked her torso. I jumped and squirmed a bit closer to her. Seriously?!
A muffled scream squeaks out of my best friend.
Just as I reach her, my vision goes black. My eyes are open, but it looks as though the lights have gone off. A girl with the whitest skin now faces me. This girl looks into me deeply with eyes that hold all the colors of the rainbow. This is the girl from my dream!
She speaks and this time, not in another language: "Be brave, this is not the end. Be wary, the beginning has long passed us. Be ruthless," she pauses and her colorful eyes go black. "A path of  blood awaits." I try to stay and ask what this prophecy has to do with me, but the blackness is fading and I can once again see my dorm. It was almost as if i got a Spirit Message, but she's not a spirit.


Finally my sight is clear- But wait. I am standing... and.. the vision came to me while sitting down... I look around. The man who kidnapped Nikki and I is on the floor now and he is bound just like we had been. I turn to my friend, who is standing next to me.

"What happened?" I ask. Her eyes widen.
"You mean you don't know?!" She half screams at me.
"N-No!!!"
"It looked like you were being controlled. You broke the rope like it was nothing and took that man down." She stared at me in wonder.
"Oh... that must have looked to awesome!" My once dreary mood is now much more light hearted. The person on the ground shifts making me and Nikki jump nearly a foot in the air. As I regain my dignity, I go and grab him by the hair and force him to look at me.

"Who do you work for?!" I demand. This bum better talk.
"Shuddup, kid..."
"Hah!" It's very amusing how just a few moments ago he was standing over me, and now it is I over him. And now he has the nerve to call me kid. The prophecy rings in my head. "Be brave, this is not the end. Be wary, the beginning has long passed us. Be ruthless, A path of blood awaits."
Ruthless, eh? I can do that.
I kick him like he had kicked Nikki. "Don't be stupid. Tell me now."
The dirty man looks at me for a few moments. I glare down at him.

"Ravenwood Maintenance and..." he mumbled some gibberish sounds. I frown and raise one eye brow. I must have looked freaking scary, because his eyes got wider and he quickly said "Bestia."
Okay, again, what the hell is Bestia? I turn to Nikki, who's got the same question on her mind.

"How would me and my friend ruin whatever this "Bestia" has planned?" My voice is firm. The man squirmed like a bug.
"Interference with Test Subject number 00667..." he whispered sounding small. Despite that, He looks up and adds "I only took you're friend because she was associated with you, brat."

Interference, huh? And what a mean guy. Knowing Nikki went throught this because of me is just awful.

I turn to my friend.
"What do we do with him?" I never thought of what would happen to this guy when we left. I don't want to leave him in my dorm.
"Call for help? Maybe the Wizard City guards can help." she suggested.
"Oh. Good idea!" I pause. We look at each other "You wanna go get someone?" I push.
"Ah! Right, right. I'll be right back."

...

15 minutes later, Nikki returned returned with Headmaster Ambrose. I stood shocked for a moment, but the depth of our situation hit me. We were kidnapped. Probably the shortest kidnapping ever, but it still counts, right?
In a perfect world, Ambrose would have come along with GOOD guards. But nooo, he showed up with the brute-guard. The same one that threw me on the ground, and was staring at me earlier. It was really creepy having him here in my dorm.

...

Once the ordeal was settled, I went to my favorite spot: the bench by the Death School. I guess I'm still nervous to be in my dorm alone. I wonder what my friends are doing...

Reality begins to fade into a dream, and suddenly all the question weighing down my mind have been lifted. I take in my new surroundings. I find that I am still sitting on the Ravenwood bench, but am now in a large field of beautiful gold flowers. Lush, green trees lined the meadow in a near perfect circle. On the opposite side of the field, stands the stunning angel with the pale blue hair and colorless eyes. He has with his back to me, looking up at the clear sky.
I begin approaching him. A sudden wave of lust washes over me. As I come up behind him, he stretches giant wings. Wings as white as his eyes that span about 10 feet total. They are perfect for an angel.

He turns to me and smiles. "Welcome" his melodious voice says.
I smile back, at a loss for words, completly srtuck by this boy's presence and stunning appearance. He takes my hands and toys with them idly. Just as I was getting used to this angel's touch, he tightens his grip and scoops me up.
The next thing I know, we are high up in the air, leaving the gold meadow, and going toward a charred land. A land that look like it was swallowed by flames.

I finally get myself to speak, " Wha-Wher-Why- uh?" Okay, so it's not legible, but he seemed to know what I was trying to say and hushed me. I am starting to get confused. We continue on and eventually land next to a tree that was eaten up by fire.

He put me down. The tree begins to grow over us. This seemingly dead tree. This tree that should be filled with life.

The boy goes up to the tree and carves initials into it- MY initials. He then takes my hand, uses the finger that has blackened with soot, draws something on my palm, and closes my fingers.

I reclaim my hand and uncurl my fingers, almost as if I am expecting to find something horrific. In my hand, he drew a heart. Now, his warm arms hold me, but just as quickly as they got there, they were gone and I am alone.


What used to be the tree swallowing me is now a dim cave.

The angel appears behind me and says "Do not be afraid to be alone. I'll be there with you. People die, but real love is forever." No longer able to control myself I shrink to the ground a sob as if the worst thing in the world just happened before me.

But something touched my shoulder. I jolt up and twist my head in every direction only to see I am not alone. Dakota is here.

As I take in the situation, I realize that not only was I sobbing in my dream, I was sobbing in real life. My face is wet and I probably look really stupid.
I turn away from the boy next to me. He'd probably be harsh about it anyway. As I turn away, he looks toward me. I start to wipe my lingering tears away and soon notice the soot heart still on my hand.
"Um, C-Courtney, are you okay?" Dakota asks shakily, sounding quite unsure about talking to me.
"Yeah, I'm fine." the words escape my lips quickly. Dakota leans closer trying to look at me. Geez. For having just met him the other day, he's become pretty direct. Irritataed, I stand up to go, but just as I had done to him at Unicorn Park, he reached out and got a hold of my hand.
I turn and face him. "What?" Tears resurface through my angry facade. The boy, looking 10 years wiser drew me into an embrace. Immediatly my mind recoiled, but my body remained.


Up until then, my brain was preoccupied with my dream. Now, what used to be my brain is now a mass of confused mind-jelly. As comforting as he is right now, I couldn't help but want to run away from Dakota.
But instead, my arms wrapped around him and we stood, bodies pressed together, under the shining moon. I don't know what he was thinking. I don't really care.
At least I'm not alone. I silently mused.
After many years of being too shy, too cowardly, someone has seen through the walls mentally built up around me- Even if it is just Dakota.
Still hugging, I begin to think about my friends; how I haven't seen Wolf and Austin, Jazz and Sophia, Victoria, Brittany and Mary in a while, how I hope Nikki is safe, how they never noticed the great barriers I have around my true self.

Finally, Dakota pulled back. I backed up a step once we parted. He didn't say anything, but turned around. The air around us heated and a red character comes out from behind the tree (right next to the bench). He goes up to dakota. Only when he gets close can I see that this is Dakota's twin- what's-his-face...
He looked furious. As they fiercely whispered, I got a chance to get a look at them together. It seems the only difference between the boys is thier hair. Dakota's is blue and medium length and his twin's is red and long.
After a moment, the one with red hair looks at me with similer blue eyes. He glares and appraoches me, but is careful to keep his distance.

"Stop seeing my brother and we won't have any problems." He tells me in a low voice. He begins to leave, but I speak up: "Why?"
"You'll be a nuisance."

He walked away. Dakota gave me a dry and emotionless look and followed his brother.


This doesn't make any sense! My existance is almost the equivelent of air. What is going to happen if I see Dakota? We become friends. Big Deal.

I wonder when this will go away. Suprisingly, I almost miss my dull wizarding life. At least THAT isn't so full of questions...

cant-i-dream doesnt work anymore

I changed the url address a while back, but didnt think much of it- but it occured to me, I should have:
to those of you who have my blog in a little blog list, pleeeeaaassseee update it~ the new url is http://blackwhisper.blogspot.com/

i'm hoping the name is less confusing :3

Thanks~
Courtney Deathwhisper
rushingbreeze@gmail.com

Boabab Market Photo Op ~

Decided to post the pic it got XD it's no where near as awesome as Austin's edit (not to mention he has a better angle/overall photo). Although, I'm not upset with how mine looks, it is clear I still have learning to do :D

So, "you're not alone" is probably one of the best songs ever. Sung by Saosin, it ranks as one of my favorites :) and I was thinking about it/listening to it all night AND when asked "Serious or Funny caption" Austin choose serious, so here ya go :3

The heart at the end... I dunno. when I know "I'm not alone" my heart is filled with reassurance and gratefulness, soooo does this fully explain the heart? meh. But this is all you get :)

woo~
Courtney Deathwhisper
rushingbreeze@gmail.com

Fluuuuuuuuu

I has the flu. and yes, this means another set back on chapter 6.

PS: I am on the computer, not because I magically felt better, because I got bored of daytime tv and naps.

yay short post!

A sad and lonely (and now deleted) poll.

The poll had 4 more days. And I have 2 votes. Both of which are from me....

AND

I suppose it's not worth keeping up. The song Whisper by Evanescence is now Black Whisper's theme. It is geared more toward Dakota's perspective and sometimes my point of view. It'll make sense as the story goes on ;)

Anyway, thanks for (not) voting. The probability of future polls has slimed. I'll post further details when the time comes.


-Courtney Deathwhisper
rushingbreeze@gmail.com

It aint working out

My intentions for the page "Into the Wild" just cannot work out with the (dumb) way blogger has pages set up. It may or may not take off as it's own blog.


meanwhile,

I have started a project with Black Whisper and Into the Wild. I am combining them into one large website. Blogger is cool, but let's face it- it's very simple and for what I want to do, it is not useful anymore. I guess at the moment it is still a little side project. I'll post more details and a link later.

Gotta love Poles. Not only are they good for dancing on...

They are also good for taking surveys! Oh right... poles and polls are different. Well, they sound the same.

...anyway here's why I decided to start up the ol' brain and make one:

Out of sheer boredom and waaaaay too much time on my hands, I have been poking around on youtube wondering if there's a song that conveys the feelings and event that have happened and will happen in my story.

So far, I have narrowed it down to three marvelous songs. All of which are by the very talented and awesome Evanescence. And thus, my poll was born!

I urge anyone who might care to listen to each song and vote. I have allowed for you to select more than one answer. Please dont be a doofus and select all 4 choices.


Below, I have included links to each song.
Even in Death: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dG0SgShZCc
Lithium: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95Im4jkdtSE
Whisper: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oRHY1NbMjIs&list=LLCUNJxGGWHoP2KpgemzoxTg&index=6&feature=plpp_video

Not to sway anyone's decision, I am leaning toward Whisper. Not only are the titles similar (Black Whisper, Whisper. 2+2?) but I think it captures the more dramatic side of Black Whisper and my character. But then again, Even in Death and Lithium ALSO get at the over all dramatic and passionate feelings I have yet to introduce... (wondering if I should say spoiler alert? meh. do my funky dreams count as dramatic?)

Let the voting begin~!

-Courtney Deathwhisper
rushingbreeze@gmail.com
Please contact me if you have suggestions~

New Tabs~!

HIYA! So, tonight, I was banned from wiz101 by my female parental unit. yep. went to a Wolf's house against my mom's wishes- which, in her book, is the equivilent of breaking a law.

soooooooo

I added new tabs! And in case you haven't already seen them, here are little descriptions~!

• Into the Wild: This will become a a photo diary of my life in Wizard 101.

• Character Descritions: This is here so I don't have to describe everyone in text. It will allow readers to connect with the character with ease and little confusion. If you are featured in this section and want me to modify, add, or remove you/your description please email me.

Questions or Suggestions? Please tell me in either a comment or email.



-Courtney Deathwhisper
 rushingbreeze@gmail.com